I'm thinking about it again...

[cowboyguy]

I hate wavering back and forth like this, but I'm thinking about selling Darcy again. I'm just getting to this point where I don't like him. As a doll, as a character. The character that Darcy the doll has become is completely different from the original Darcy character in my head, and it's getting kind of annoying. So I'm really trying to decide whether or not to sell him. Besides, if I sell him, I can buy my Bory right away and have money left over to save up for a good acoustic guitar. Then Hadrian can have a friend to play with instead of an older brother who just looks after him all the time, and I can have money to save for the things I really want instead of keeping this $600 hunk of resin sitting around my house. Gah, I don't know what to do. Aaarrrrgh....

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[lionhearts.livejournal.com]

I went through this a few months ago with one of my boys... I just wavered and wavered back and forth. It finally occurred to me that I had never really and truly felt that he clicked, and that I'd miss him, but not so much that I wouldn't get over it. ^^; So off he went, and it worked out a lot better.

And hey, you could always get him again someday, right? Try it again? He is adorable, but you never know what might happen if you go with your gut and move in a different direction. :3

[cowboyguy.livejournal.com]

Yeah... I dunno, it's funny with Darcy. I always wanted an El, but now that I have an El of my own, I still like looking at other people's Els more than mine. And while I do love his face, and his torso, I hate the rest of his body. That big butt, and the impossible legs that never stand. More often than not I end up being angry at him and not doing much with him.

And you're right, I suppose I could always get another El if I missed the mold too much. Besides, I really want another mini boy. I've got Hadrian sitting on my desk with me right now, and I can't do that with Darcy -- he's just too huge. I love my little guy, and I need another. ^_^

...Maybe it would be better for both of us, me and Darcy, if he just found a new home. (And see, I feel horrible saying that, but I have to get over it! >_< )

(Sorry for ranting on you...)