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De-lurking
Mar. 27th, 2018 09:09 amI feel like I've been in extreme lurk mode lately. I haven't been writing a lot, I haven't been posting, I haven't been reading. I've been trying to understand tumblr randomly scrolling through tumblr and reading stuff on AO3 sometimes.
I don't know. Part of it is from being generally busy. Part of it is from being depressed. Part of it is just feeling that "fandom is changing" feeling, and I want to go back to the days of all Livejournal, where I felt more like I understood things and could keep up.
Lately I just feel overwhelmed. With work. With life. With all the books I need/want to read. With trying to set and keep personal goals. With fandom in general.
Anyway, surprise surprise, I'm still busy and now I have to cut this short because I need to get to work, but basically just de-lurking to say that I'm still alive and I'm hoping I get it together soon and start being more active.
I don't know. Part of it is from being generally busy. Part of it is from being depressed. Part of it is just feeling that "fandom is changing" feeling, and I want to go back to the days of all Livejournal, where I felt more like I understood things and could keep up.
Lately I just feel overwhelmed. With work. With life. With all the books I need/want to read. With trying to set and keep personal goals. With fandom in general.
Anyway, surprise surprise, I'm still busy and now I have to cut this short because I need to get to work, but basically just de-lurking to say that I'm still alive and I'm hoping I get it together soon and start being more active.